9:08 AM;

WELCOME LIFE.hah.yeah A's over.finally.been enjoying life man.it feels so good.haha.studying for As is like being robbed of ur social life.seriously.and being eighteen.hahaha.cool shits.gonna enrol myself into a driving sch.or maybe i should go private.and i'll find a job.soon.after i've enjoyed myself.=) giammy.haha.i miss you!so so much.and i'll msg u asap.i promise.to book our date.haha.maybe we'll ask nik too.omg.havent seen that babe for years. seven's meet up tmr! and and tpjc's clique meet up soon. and there's touch dinner.and touch sleepover.and shopping! like ohmygawd.haha.i wanna get dresses,tops,jeans,a laptop,a camera,crumpler...etc.then again its all material things. i'm really glad for God to put all these ppl into my life.i dunno what happened to god-sent friend tho.hope he's doing well. life's been pretty good.finally,over the past 2 years aye..those that has been there,thank you.

'ryl

10:07 PM;

its been awhile.prelims are depressing.oh well.pj's birthday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY PJ.=) its been great knowing you for 4 years.yupp

drank abit.haha.flushed man.idiot.haha.anw,i see clubbing changes my friends.not that its really bad or anything.they just change.and its addictive.like a drug.they say its to escape from reality.well yeah,sometimes u need to get away,but i dont wanna get away and be drag back into the hard ground realising that i did something i rather forget.i dont want that day to happen.regrets,heh.i dont usually regret.much.cos its no point regretting cos in the same circumstances and situation,u'll still do what u did.and im not talking sense.must be the drinks.

and,people talk about forgoing As altogether,like dont really put effort into it.its so tempting.and to fall back on the reason,"oh cos i didnt study WHAT." but i cant.personally.i've put in so much shit into this education system.i cant just back out from the last lap.no.im not a quitter.i rmbed the tpjc coach telling me that he saw that in me..values taught from quah.i miss him.didnt go back for his anniversary.dont think there was.thats quite sad.

ramblings.
haha.ok nights.

11:09 PM;

prelims are over.i dont feel anything much.just hope for the best man.if i dont get my expected grades,i wont be online anymore.cant afford.been playing a fool man.its my freaking future.some are still thinking its alright if u dont do well.what's Cs and Ds gonna get you. a blue collar job? no way am i gonna have a blue collar job. i want my degree.masters.haha.degree aint getting u anywhere far these days.everyone's having a degree.gosh.panic attack.HAHA. lets wait till the results come back.which is tmr hopefully? spent almost an entire day out with love yest.haha. then came over to my house and we watched knocked out.haha.hilarious.covered our eyes all.tsk joce.next time ur house! we were talking,and realised.if anyone comes and spit me,i wont bother,cos the best rebuttal is not to,so the person would look like an idiot.but if anyone comes and hurt any of my loved ones.haha.the person will regret he/she is born. temper yeah,usually under check.haha.

9:43 PM;

been a month.time flies man.and A's is approaching.in the midst of prelims.feels surreal.not in the good sense..to think i still aint stressed out that much.smth's wrong.im stressed but not doing anything.hah.smart aye.math paper 1 was @!$^. and math was suppose to be my best sub in sec sch.went back to sac.teachers still rmb.not bad.haha.well,mrs heng's constant "practice practice" nv fails to irk but all's well.i got my A THEN.note the caps. =(

bio bio.i can tear my hair out. chem is alright.but dunno if i answered well. overall, prelims aint over.still can do smth i guess. i want all of this to end.NOW.=((((

im in a whirlpool.god help.

11:37 PM;

oh gosh.another year has passed.another year older.im freaking 18 now.i dont feel 18 tho.18 sounds old.haha.ah well.i really thank the lord for giving me such wonderful friends to spend the day with.tho it was a boring sch day,they made it extra special by their presence.=D

A BIG THANK YOU TO...(in random order.haha)
tony for queueing up for donuts and nike vouchers,
germs and leesi for the early cake and flowers,
THE TEAM for the wonderful suprise and cake(haha),
kok for the lovely pencil case and kisses chocos,
brian for the pooh soft toy,
yuzhen for the damn chic belt,
THE CLASS for the RUGBY BALL(omg.love it man.) and a tshirt,
jon for the handmade bookmark and pouch?(haha),
flo and wanlin for their wonderful cards,
[edit] JIAHUI AND MEIFANG for their wonderful brownie.=)
and everyone who wished me well today,be it thru msgs,face to face,or online(too many to name.) THANK YOU SO MUCH. =DD

and of course to my family and close ones.really thank the lord for placing these people into my life.


and i've borrowed hp from darling steph.haha.loves.

ok.time to buck up and head for battle.A's.haha.what a way to end of such a wonderful day.
GIAMMY! i wanna meet up with you soon.soon soon soon.<3

8:55 PM;

i've been praying since march.
doesnt seem to work God.

its time to stop.get a gripppppp.gah.ok.i screwed my BT2.yeah as well.there's improvement but who wants just passes at As. and im fking distracted by stuff i shouldnt be. i think the devil's behind it.haha.trying to pull me away and shit.or is it God putting someone in my life. WHATEVER IT IS,i want no part of it.

im void of emotions.cos you made me this way.

ocip is screwed as well.WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE J1s. usually ocip enjoys great responses.urgh.whateverrrrr.i hate life.to hell with it.

8:47 PM;