have you ever felt like u're judged wrongly be others cos of what others say about you? well,its fucked up i tell you. ok..benefit of doubt maybe im overreacting.but its a slim chance i am.usually spot correct.yeah.its fucked up when people dont give you a chance to show to them who you really are and just listen to whatever others tell them.but i know many who dont do that.which is really heartening.=) i think i gotta learn more words.haha.used "heartening" too many times. watched the holiday today.its the sneaks.MAN THE SHOW IS GOOD.AWESOME.WOW.i dont mind watching it again.it really tugged at my heartstrings.maybe cos i went thru smth like that.just not THAT dramamama.but basically the same stuff.yeah.im inching my way out of the pit of selfpity.hurray for me.it was denial for the last couple of mths.finally im moving on.though,im just not ready to get into a new one just yet.

glad u got your love back babe. =) have a wonderful christmas with him. lalalalala.i'll have mine.just in a different way.haha. loveeeeeeee.

'ryl

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