CHER&JILL! (:

I'M HEREEEEE!

2007-12-07T09:08:00.000+08:00

i'm here! and i sincerely apologise for not blogging for sooooooooo long :) but as payment, i've got photos! we went to sentosa/vivo with yilin yesterday and had a whole lot of fun. but my arms hurt from volleyball because i havent played in sucha long while. plus i've got a whole lot of bruises here there everywhere. only that.. CHERYL'S BLUEBLACK ON HER THIGH IS BIGGER :p dont worry i wont upload the picture. hahhahaha, i only resized and uploaded a few because i was too lazy.

allright and the photos are in lousy order because i've clean forgotten how blogger works. SORRY!

THANK YOU SO MUCH CHER, for being suchalove and been keeping this blog alive :) i know i'm not a very nice partner. hahahahaa, IT WAS GREAT SEEING YOU YESTERDAY. the catching up was well worth the time spent. seeyou, twin!

XOXO,

JILLIAN

2007-11-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

WELCOME LIFE.hah.yeah A's over.finally.been enjoying life man.it feels so good.haha.studying for As is like being robbed of ur social life.seriously.and being eighteen.hahaha.cool shits.gonna enrol myself into a driving sch.or maybe i should go private.and i'll find a job.soon.after i've enjoyed myself.=) giammy.haha.i miss you!so so much.and i'll msg u asap.i promise.to book our date.haha.maybe we'll ask nik too.omg.havent seen that babe for years. seven's meet up tmr! and and tpjc's clique meet up soon. and there's touch dinner.and touch sleepover.and shopping! like ohmygawd.haha.i wanna get dresses,tops,jeans,a laptop,a camera,crumpler...etc.then again its all material things. i'm really glad for God to put all these ppl into my life.i dunno what happened to god-sent friend tho.hope he's doing well. life's been pretty good.finally,over the past 2 years aye..those that has been there,thank you.

'ryl

2007-10-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

its been awhile.prelims are depressing.oh well.pj's birthday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY PJ.=) its been great knowing you for 4 years.yupp

drank abit.haha.flushed man.idiot.haha.anw,i see clubbing changes my friends.not that its really bad or anything.they just change.and its addictive.like a drug.they say its to escape from reality.well yeah,sometimes u need to get away,but i dont wanna get away and be drag back into the hard ground realising that i did something i rather forget.i dont want that day to happen.regrets,heh.i dont usually regret.much.cos its no point regretting cos in the same circumstances and situation,u'll still do what u did.and im not talking sense.must be the drinks.

and,people talk about forgoing As altogether,like dont really put effort into it.its so tempting.and to fall back on the reason,"oh cos i didnt study WHAT." but i cant.personally.i've put in so much shit into this education system.i cant just back out from the last lap.no.im not a quitter.i rmbed the tpjc coach telling me that he saw that in me..values taught from quah.i miss him.didnt go back for his anniversary.dont think there was.thats quite sad.

ramblings.
haha.ok nights.

2007-09-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

prelims are over.i dont feel anything much.just hope for the best man.if i dont get my expected grades,i wont be online anymore.cant afford.been playing a fool man.its my freaking future.some are still thinking its alright if u dont do well.what's Cs and Ds gonna get you. a blue collar job? no way am i gonna have a blue collar job. i want my degree.masters.haha.degree aint getting u anywhere far these days.everyone's having a degree.gosh.panic attack.HAHA. lets wait till the results come back.which is tmr hopefully? spent almost an entire day out with love yest.haha. then came over to my house and we watched knocked out.haha.hilarious.covered our eyes all.tsk joce.next time ur house! we were talking,and realised.if anyone comes and spit me,i wont bother,cos the best rebuttal is not to,so the person would look like an idiot.but if anyone comes and hurt any of my loved ones.haha.the person will regret he/she is born. temper yeah,usually under check.haha.

2007-09-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

been a month.time flies man.and A's is approaching.in the midst of prelims.feels surreal.not in the good sense..to think i still aint stressed out that much.smth's wrong.im stressed but not doing anything.hah.smart aye.math paper 1 was @!$^. and math was suppose to be my best sub in sec sch.went back to sac.teachers still rmb.not bad.haha.well,mrs heng's constant "practice practice" nv fails to irk but all's well.i got my A THEN.note the caps. =(

bio bio.i can tear my hair out. chem is alright.but dunno if i answered well. overall, prelims aint over.still can do smth i guess. i want all of this to end.NOW.=((((

im in a whirlpool.god help.

second august 2007

2007-08-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.another year has passed.another year older.im freaking 18 now.i dont feel 18 tho.18 sounds old.haha.ah well.i really thank the lord for giving me such wonderful friends to spend the day with.tho it was a boring sch day,they made it extra special by their presence.=D

A BIG THANK YOU TO...(in random order.haha)
tony for queueing up for donuts and nike vouchers,
germs and leesi for the early cake and flowers,
THE TEAM for the wonderful suprise and cake(haha),
kok for the lovely pencil case and kisses chocos,
brian for the pooh soft toy,
yuzhen for the damn chic belt,
THE CLASS for the RUGBY BALL(omg.love it man.) and a tshirt,
jon for the handmade bookmark and pouch?(haha),
flo and wanlin for their wonderful cards,
[edit] JIAHUI AND MEIFANG for their wonderful brownie.=)
and everyone who wished me well today,be it thru msgs,face to face,or online(too many to name.) THANK YOU SO MUCH. =DD

and of course to my family and close ones.really thank the lord for placing these people into my life.

and i've borrowed hp from darling steph.haha.loves.

ok.time to buck up and head for battle.A's.haha.what a way to end of such a wonderful day.
GIAMMY! i wanna meet up with you soon.soon soon soon.<3

2007-07-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

i've been praying since march.
doesnt seem to work God.

its time to stop.get a gripppppp.gah.ok.i screwed my BT2.yeah as well.there's improvement but who wants just passes at As. and im fking distracted by stuff i shouldnt be. i think the devil's behind it.haha.trying to pull me away and shit.or is it God putting someone in my life. WHATEVER IT IS,i want no part of it.

im void of emotions.cos you made me this way.

ocip is screwed as well.WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE J1s. usually ocip enjoys great responses.urgh.whateverrrrr.i hate life.to hell with it.

2007-07-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

funny how the world thinks of you.they dont.
just a small insignificant person.just another face in the crowd.
another person to share oxygen with.
even if u die, its a person less to blame for ozone depletion.

funny how one person means the world to you.
he's everything.your living reminder.
the one person to give your heart.
the one person who has control over you.

funny how that person doesnt know.
or pretends to be oblivious.
how your heart wrenches whenever you think of the past.
how you regret.
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haha.emo mood.nothing much.dont read into it. hooked onto this song, the great escape by boys like girls.

ive got 3 papers to go.and aint doing much.i prayed.god knows how much i prayed.tired man.of these shits.GAH.

LONG TIME NO SEE (:

2007-06-29T10:38:00.000+08:00

i have been away for far too long!

so to make up for it, i'm going to give you photos of me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA.

alright not funny eh not funny at all.

i'm going to fail my ct's so badly,

my mom's gonna hit the roof when she gets my results.

but i think she's already prepared for four U's.

so it'd actually be wonderful if i got an S or E for any sub.

i'm so dead.

i'm going to start studying on sunday,

with my classmates, HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

purely guilt-stricken trust me.

anyway i've got a new imhookedontoit song!

elliot yamin's wait for you (:

means alot to me i suppose.
then again i don't even know if i believe the meaning.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay i'm starting to talk shit )X

hopefully going to town with my classmates today!

imissyouloadsCHERYL(:

2007-06-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

I'M DOOMED.SCREWED. GOD SAVE MY SOUL. =(

i'm not focused.i havent been studying my ass off.and i know it's gonna be tough.i just cant seem to find my willpower to study. somehow.i wished time would rewind.i can go back to the past.
=(((( stress level is not as high as i expected.relieved them by meeting loved ones. TOUCHERS and 7EVEN and not that recently the 1st 3 MTHS CLIQUE. and my mind's somehow in a mess.haha.yeah.self-inflicted mess.shits. friends are love. they understand. nuff said. giammy.hope u're better off babe. i went back to tpjc to study tho forgot to msg you.haha.when i do that again,i promise i'll inform you so we can meet! haha.

'ryl

2007-06-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

hey giam.hope the concert was a success for you love. SRU was a success for me in a way.tho we didnt get cup champions.it was due to unforseen circumstances that we played for plate champs, but i do believe the team did put in our best.we were really one on field.i love them so much.wont ever trade anything for them.now i realised,even when i was with him, the team came first.trainings and bonding times.guessed as much he didnt really like it.oh well. adapting alright with single life. just dont have someone to tell everything to.but its ok.got great friends i wont ever trade for.gonna meet the touch girls for pirates later.and tmr its sac 7even.man i miss that bunch of crazy girls. no worries, we'll stick true to what we promised.celebration of birthdays no matter what! studies wise, heh, struggling abit.tho i wont want to admit it.i'm afraid for my future.what i might become if i dont do well for my As. i mean if i do well, the path is already set for me.if i dont its all a blur.

'ryl

lose that mask.show me you.

2007-05-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to feel.everything's a blur man.its kinda irritating cos i cant find the focus. i really hope that the team will wake up.tmr's fun touch.wed's our last and final comp together.im scared.

2007-05-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

i read ur other blog giam, ur concert is on the 30th. =( SRU is on 30th. i guess i'll give you spritual support.heh.and i dont think i'll go for runway nemore.going out with alphonso that group i think.oh man. our meetings keep getting postponded.=(

furthermore, this week is such a disappointment.one after another.it sucks.first it was the guy's rugby match.then the soccer boys' match.then yesterday's competition. i really put in so much trust and hope in the team.it hurts knowing that we can be up there and we're not.

i just feel that some just dont want it as much as the rest.this may jolly be a sweeping statement, but if the goal is evident, we'll be there.but we didnt.and it really sucks.i thought we could get cup.i thought finally this is the competition to show everyone who we are.what we're capable of. i just know in my heart we're fking capable of much more.gah.and we met the kayu ref for the 3rd 4th placing. this time she was the ultimate.i cannot elaborate more.it'll just be vulgarities.

studies are on hold.till i get my rest.if not my body will shut down.AGAIN.

'ryl

2007-05-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

hey ji.yup.i dont mind going for your concert. =) moral support.haha.when is it first? hopefully i dont have anything on that day.im going for tpjcrunway.haha.can see you there? =D

anyway, life's been hard.im always emotionally and physically drained.oh well.just keeping every other thoughts at bay and trying to concentrate on studies of which i aint doing good at.keep sighing.i know it isnt good but thats how i feel. SMU on this sat.WE'RE GONNA GET THE CUP.i really badly want the cup.to hold it and kiss it and cuddle it.hahaha.ok i'll stop. but if we get it,let me talk more.SRU's on 30th may. and fun-touch between.

i know how you feel babe.getting silver and all.i know that u've done your best,however the results dont show the effort you put in,but its alright. i know u definitely had put in alot.=)) so cheer up and do a good job for the concert!=)

i met him.in my sch.twice.its like after not seeing him for so long.then suddenly see again.kinda messed everything up.cos i'll start thinking and shits.oh well.i guess its nth big really.

i got no time to be emo.gotta study.

2007-05-13T14:41:00.000+08:00

omgg my blogger screen looks screwed. haha, i haven't blogged in like ten million thousand years, i find blogger so strange looking. but seriously this screeni s screwed. its like the tools are arranged in a vertical manner and everything's overlapping.

anyways, syf was last week, and tp choir didn't exactly do well. we it was sort of expected, yet unexpected, that we got a silver. we all woke up with butterflies in our stomach, definitely. spent the entire day in the choir room and doing sectionals and combined. then before we knew it time flew like nobody's business, and we were waiting downstairs victoria theatre to go up to the terrace that linked the theatre and concert hall.

met quite a few people that day, actually. thanks for the well wishes, and nice words. though we certainly knew we didn't perform our best. people i haven't seen in a long time, familiar faces. like, ehh.. joshua, lee si, genrong, melanie, clovis, avonne, just to name a few. man i miss everyone.

well, anyways one final lap, concert preparation. i hope our tickets will still sell out, like last year. we certainly aren't too proud to break the tradition that our choir has been holding on to, for the past 22 years. gold gold gold all the way.. and all of a sudden, it has to be our batch to break it and bag a silver. but nevermind, gold's gaudy anyways. nyehehehe. thats what i say laa, but i know alot of people aren't feeling too good about everything, i just hope everyone gets over it soon.

anyway, it's time to get our bums down back to studying, after a grueling few months of preparation for syf. we really worked darn freaking hard, and even though the award didn't quite show our efforts, i hope everyone is aware about how much hard work we actually put in for this, and not look down on us. i know there's been some mighty bitching going around but i'm not going to bring it up. just because we got a silver doesnt mean you have the right to say anything about us.

laaleeloo, sad stuff aside, concert's coming up! cheryl are you gonna come? i'll save tickets for you if you wanna come :D heh hehh. anyways i hope everything's going well for you. our catching up probably won't come very soon. maybe june holidays if we're free? haha, gonna be hard to fit our schedules, but we'll try to squeeze some time out okay? hahaha.

LOVE ONLY EHH :D

HEARTS, LI'ER(:

2007-05-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

just got back from parents teachers mtg today.GOD.i realised smth new.

STRESS IS PERPETUAL.

seriously.i gotta buck up.hopefully i'll be determined enough to stop coming online.

and my stand on guys stays.HAHA.

2007-04-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

ALERT! ANGSTY POST.

took me while awhile to come to think conclusion.i think i was blinded before.haha. guys are JERKS and bastards and cannot be trusted.in a way,i refused to believe it before.well now its blatent to me that its a fact.no one can deny it.yes.even you.the first love.and the ex.everyone.unless i tell you u're different.then again i may be wrong.so yeah.hypothetically, ALL guys are jerks,unless you're proved wrong.BAHHHHHHHH.

on a another note,im stress over work and shit.maybe the reason why im so angsty.pimples are popping out.and its all life's fault.life's a bitch.to hear my friends get hurt by the guy they love and with my own situation...its undeniably that guys are the cause of problems.you make say,nahh.its the girls that are so fussy and hard to please.RIGHT.just give her a lil love man.idiots.its you guys who are so fking fickle.HUR.

WHATEVER to you man.

girls are so nice la.they do everything for their guy.and what they get in return,im sorry its not you its me.blah shits.haha.i might jolly turn crook.
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nah.kidding.nun sounds nice thou.ok fine,i just thought of a few platonic guy friends and werll,there are good guys out there too.minority tho.it'll definitely a blessing to have one as a boyfriend. not that i want one now.nono.guys can just vanish man.the world would be a better place.no heartbreaks.LOL.then there'll not be any reproduction.then no more ppl.ok im ranting.time to stop.

ryl

2007-04-08T16:30:00.000+08:00

heyyy giammy!yeah.i just realised. you must have ur reasons.haha.i closed down my personal blog eons ago.haha.and this blog,since almost no one reads it.its like a haven to be able to express inner thoughts.well,stuff aint too good my side.been staying back till sch closes,literally.for the preparation of props for this odessy of the mind competition.haha.the only reason i'm doing this cos mabel talked me into it.and well,to make the cert look nice.now its sapping my energy and time away.god.luckily it'll all be over on the 14 april.for the effort we put in,we better get a prize.haha.my results aint too good either.i'll most prob be in msp.a compulsory study program after sch.GAH.and there's ocip too.the camp and the presentation for jc1s.haha.PACKED man.not forgetting touch trainings.OH, i might be going down to tpjc soon,cos of nationals.haha.i'll meet you then aye? =)

rsn problems wise,i'm slowly letting go of everything.he's not worth it.tell you more when i meet you personally aye.and yeah.i'll be here for you too babe.=)loves. update each other when we meet!

BOOOO :D

2007-04-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

my classmates :D

vivian's missing though.

CHERYL!

if you'd noticed,

i kinda closed all my blogs.

hahaha, but i'll keep this one alive,

for your sake (:

cos i know you love me too much.

HAHAHA just kidding.

anyways, i hope everything's well for you!

i'm not doing too well,

been procrastinating work all the time.

i just can't get my bum down to studying.

been sick for two weeks now,

and the stupid doc's medicine isn't working.

and i've FINISHED it all, AHAH.

the stupid cough medicine makes me drowsy all the time,

sometimes i don't even realise what i'm doing.

K ANYWAYS,

i've been doing econs somewhat all day,

but nothing seems to be getting into my head.

hmmm, songfest on thursday,

i haven't seen tpjc this alive since tpjc runway, please.

HAHA, but 'twas a good time definitely.

alright cheryl!

whatever happens in your life,

remember i'll ALWAYS be here for you.

i promise!

xoxo.

JILLIAN (:

2007-03-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

nothing seems right anymore. and you dont even know it. fustrating man.

it'll be a miracle if u knew.

Rahness.

2007-03-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

hey cher dear.
i'm hoping youre not going thru the same thing as i am.
i'm feeling just as shiiit though.
but don't worry you'll pull through.
we just gotta think of the good things in life.

STUDY HARD MY LOVE (:
if you have any tests coming up.

i've got a whole lot of cca lined up,
so my life's gonna be pretty packed.
but in any case no matter what happens,
even though we don't really talk much.
this blog really keeps our friendship alive (:

I love you cheryl!

2007-03-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

its funny how things turned out this way.how good things never last.crap shit.

if given another chance,(like i told u before) i'll take the same route,to make the same mistakes and learn from it. but now,im hating the learning part.i just wished it nv happened.im sorry,i prefer the way things were last time.oh well.learn cheryl learn.

you nv opened up.how could i too.

BT1's next week.im so unfocused.distracted by other stuff.GOD HELP ME. giammy....lifesucks.big time.

2007-02-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

god.what a week. cny wasnt as i've expected.in fact it was much worse.didnt have any festive mood in me.was like a zombie collecting angbaos and visiting relatives.kept quiet most of the time.it sucks not having cousins who are around your age group.=( sch's being bitchy nowadays.with such stuff popping up here and there.yeah.getting into the emo phase.exams are looming.gotta buck up. oh how i dearly miss the old times.but its no use.all just a memory in my mind.sometimes its good to revive the memory,to think back on old times,the fun,the joy.however,more often than not,it hurts to know it can never be the same.nothing can ever repeat itself,no matter how similar.alas, take a deep breathe,move on,walk away.somehow i think i always have trouble walking away.i always find myself turning back a circle.circles,the neverbroken lines.

I'd like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.
but i guess it can never be the same.
tides have came,seasons changed.
its all a memory,
and the pain is slowly fading away.

happy cny ji. =) hope its been a better week for you.loves.

Happy Total Defence!

2007-02-15T17:10:00.000+08:00

HAHA,
i'm sorry i'm late cheryl.
but i hope you had a great valentine's,
because i had a great valentine's too.
surprisingly gifts were flying all over tpjc.
and valentine's was seriously in the air,
can breathe in sia. HAHAHA.
okay that's just pure lame.
anyways happy valentine's my darling cheryl!
and happy total defence day (:
hehee, i love you truckloads darling.

2007-02-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

happy valentine dear darling jillian!
oh how i miss celebrating vday with you.haha.
both in sac and tpjc.haha.loves. <3

ok.that sounded les.
haha.

gotta study for bio test tmr.sadist teachers.i'll drop by tam one day.=)

ryl.

HEYHO.

2007-01-28T10:17:00.000+08:00

heyho!
i haven't been gone, of course.
but so much has happened since the start of year.
CHEER UP CHERYL :D
you'll always have me around.
even though we don't meet up,
and we don't see each other online,
at least we have this blog to keep us alive.
I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU :D
sad thing is, i broke up with him again.
and this time i guess it's for good.
funny thoughts though.
i wonder if all break up's should be like that,
where you don't really brood over it,
nor do you feel sad about it for long.
nevermind, all i know is,
at least he'll be happier without me.
i've inflicted too much to bear.
alright, all that is not too important.

I LOVE YOU CHERYL! :D

2007-01-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

i feel so crap.this week was like whatever man.fuck off. other than the ocip presentation of which i was really glad it went well,the comment mr koh made really made it all worth while.i mean,its for him.sad to see him leave,but its for greener pastures.he's gonna do volunteer work in thailand.so cool right.really admire him. anyway, loads of stuff happened this week.i just feel so...tired.im sick and tired of YOU bitch.im tired from trainings.im sick of initiating stuff.im sick and tired of watching my every move just so it'll all be peaceful.im tired of looking at masks.im sick of pretence.a whole long list more.ben says to not bother and ignore,but really,who can.

can u just fucking stop pretending.and start being real.GOSH.grow up man.its not longer lala land.haha.im not daft.im just not reacting to you.if u think im really oblivious to everything's around haha.go knock ur head on the wall.im blur yeah,sometimes.ok well most,but when it comes to body language and emotions,try me.i wont say i can read everyone like a book.but i've been thru quite a few incidents to know how people think,how humans work.yeah im just 18,but so what.fuck it.i have a more mature mind than you.you think im a bitch? go ahead,bitch.

on another note,giammy,i miss sac.thou there's bitching too(you can never escape bitching),its more family than this crap.there's only a group of people i can really relate to.thank god for them.

2007-01-06T16:11:00.000+08:00

welcome 2007. hopefully you aint a bitch like 2006 to me. giammy dear, i definitely missed the first 3 months period.=( yesterday was the last day of christmas.thankfully i got to pass the present.=) january is going to be a rush month.ocip presentation,studying for tests,touch trainings(physicals).gosh.im so out of shape.yeah.got quite abit of juggling to do.14 jan's the first friendly tourn.thats hell fast.oh well. happy new year giammy.the end of first school week.the beginning of a fast year.till As.haha.loves.

ryl

1st Jan 2007

2007-01-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR, FELLAS (:
especially to cheryl my dearest.
we were tgt the start of the year,
but you went to sajc and i stayed.
i will not forget you my darling!
i still remember first three months.
oh how i want it all back again ):
it was about skipping lessons/lectures,
and having the most fun we could have.
2006 wouldn't have been the same w/o you,
and have a great new year, darling cher.
remember, I STILL MISS YOU aiites (:

2006-12-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

well well,its the end of 2006.tmr's the eve of the new year.gosh.time flies so quickly.and i vividly rmb at one point in this year, i wanted the year to fly by.now, its gone.a day passes,you grow older,get hurt,get healed,forged friendships,lose some,get helping hands,get stabbed.gosh.a typical year.to think i'll go thru it once more every single year.what makes this year different,i'll say is the friendships forged.i could still rmb the first day of school at tpjc.haha.excited and all.AND the first day in SA.haha.2nd day of SA i was late.from tennis to touch.hmm.its great.didnt really regret the switch.wasnt really good in tennis.thou tennis in tpjc was fun.then everything in my life revolved around SA.touch,sch work,ocip.haha.this is one year i'll look back and say,what the heck,move on.wasnt really a good year.but cant complain much.i did gain.=) think i made the most friends this year.haha.then again cos i was in two schools.=p

AND GIAMMY.HAPPY NEW YEAR! in advance.muahahhaha.love you girl.=)i'll drop by tampines one day and we shall lunch.=)

2006-12-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

have you ever felt like u're judged wrongly be others cos of what others say about you? well,its fucked up i tell you. ok..benefit of doubt maybe im overreacting.but its a slim chance i am.usually spot correct.yeah.its fucked up when people dont give you a chance to show to them who you really are and just listen to whatever others tell them.but i know many who dont do that.which is really heartening.=) i think i gotta learn more words.haha.used "heartening" too many times. watched the holiday today.its the sneaks.MAN THE SHOW IS GOOD.AWESOME.WOW.i dont mind watching it again.it really tugged at my heartstrings.maybe cos i went thru smth like that.just not THAT dramamama.but basically the same stuff.yeah.im inching my way out of the pit of selfpity.hurray for me.it was denial for the last couple of mths.finally im moving on.though,im just not ready to get into a new one just yet.

glad u got your love back babe. =) have a wonderful christmas with him. lalalalala.i'll have mine.just in a different way.haha. loveeeeeeee.

'ryl

I love you too, CHERYL!

2006-12-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

guess what. a love salvaged, we got back together. it's a little bit funny how we can't live without each other. and yet when we're together we're just picking fights with each other.

but i can't help it, i know i'm only 17 but damn, i think i really can't live without the boy. so yess, we're back together because we can't live without talking, disturbing, fighting, playing with each other.

HEARTS <3

i miss you a lot, cheryl. alot alot alot!

the past

2006-12-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

packed my room today.MAN, i've found many interesting photos that i've took with my friends thru the years.and yes giammy it includes you.hahaha.when we were innocent sec ones.oh gosh.u looked so darn cute.haha. i looked retarded.man.glad i've grown up.haha.well was reminiscencing the past.and i found the cd that he gave.and read the note he wrote in the front.its been a long time since i entertained such thoughts of the failed relationship. its gonna be awhile before i'll get myself to believe in someone like i used to. im not saying its his fault.it isnt.nuh-uh.gotta slowly pick myself up again.haha.i nv did trust anyone that much anymore.oh well, the person that's gonna make me change my mind better be one that's worth it.christmas is coming. =) as cliche as it may seem,it'll be nice to have someone to spend it with.

touch's been good.played the games this week.talked to coach.she said i'm improving.its like damn heartening to hear it from her.=) i need to work on my speed and looking for gaps.i seriously hope i dont lose touch of touch.haha.sounds weird.well,gotta improve more if i wanna get into first team.

JILLIAN GIAM LI ER, I (L) YOU.haha. =) smile babe.thou we dont talk much online.i'm still here aight.loves

'ryl

MY UPDATE (:

2006-12-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

well, i was admitted to hospital last wednesday night, because i had a persistently high fever and was constantly vomitting. they never really concluded that it was dengue, but the symptoms did show it was.

so here i am, stuck here in singapore while my entire choir is in malacca right now having fun, all because of one stupid mosquito. thank you, mosquitoes, you bring so much joy to my life, i can't appreciate you more.

ughh, please, i've been rotting at home like the world is coming to an end. and thus i changed this layout. pretty cute i must say :p just kidding, i won't praise my own work, but i was definitely bored alright.

anyways here's one of the most un-glam moments on my birthday where the whole choir bunch surprised me at billy bombers. and damn i love them a whole lot. but here's one person i love alot, even though what's between us has probably just ended like that.

unglam, but that's my love.

well, much as this whole relationship has ended, i really still do love the boy. much as we don't talk as much now, he's probably the only one who can make me cry. of which i haven't stopped doing since 18th november. i'll never forget all those times, and i hope this love doesn't end.

since 31st may.

ANYWAY enough emo talk, i miss you cheryl (:

2006-12-03T16:25:00.000+08:00

its been a tough year on hearts -nik

agree babe. one hellva rollarcoaster ride.

2006-12-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

hey girl.i know how that feels.its like shit.like nothing matters anymore.jaded.been feeling it for quite awhile.well i hope things will look better in the future for you babe. dont worry too much.haha.i speak as if i know the story.but i dont.update yeah? haha.its like the same for all. i'll be here for you kay.definitely.

im going thru some stuff myself.all i can say is,it sucks having people to judge you without knowing who you are. i wanna shout fuck off.but yet.i cant.cos i'm trying my best to be peaceful.gosh.fuck it.

2006-11-20T19:17:00.000+08:00
it's never easy leaving someone you love.

WHEEEEEEEEEE.

2006-11-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

i'm so sorry cheryl,
haven't been blogging for so long ):
but i really miss you!
the last time i saw you.
was in september i think?

aiish anyways.
we're both promoted!
:D
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE.
hehhh, life's been aiites.
pw is finally over!
so are mother tongue A's!

but my choir schedule's like,
hectic mann ):
and it's tough being sl.
sometimes i feel like quitting.

RAWR, but the holidays are here!
let's catch up soon okay cheryl!
one fine day we shall meet up.
cannot put off already :D

I MISS YOU CHERYL!
lemme see your face soon okays!
hehhhhhhhhh, HEARTS.

2006-11-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since WE last blogged jillo.haha. i got promoted.and u did too right? =D we got promoted!!! =) well things have been alright so far.ups and downs as usual. OP was fine. tourn was sucker.touch is neither here nor there. ocip is looming over. friends are superb.lovelife is blah.haha. overall my life is not in the dumps,neither is it at cloud nine.

hints are there to be taken right?right?right? RIGHT.

its been 11 mths.i just realised.its gonna be a year. christmas is coming! my fav festival. lalalala.let it snow let it snow let it snow.=)

2006-10-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

i wanna shout it out
i just wanna keep it to myself.
i think its better if i shut up
i need to tell someone.

now, i think i dont make sense.
econs last paper tmr.GOSH.like FINALLY.it'll be over.pooh to promos.im in the post-promos mood.didnt study much for econs.its always like this.last paper dont study much. jillo...u're ending too right.haha.and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!love you!<3

2006-09-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

RETAIN. fuck this word..

urgh. im not ready i realised.a few days more and i just started on bio.doubt i can rmb much..chem..i roughly knoww everything about organic chem.physical is a gonner. math.haha.right just hope for a pass like ct. econs.dont even bother siaaa.

everyone's falling sick.mabel says its due to the haze.

fuck promos.

im in a f'ing mood.haha.

2006-09-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

yilin hey babe.i miss you loads too.we'll go catch a movie someday aye. =D loves.

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feels crap.life's crap.everythings crap.im jealous.WHY.wtf.i shouldnt be.gosh.wakeup.the evil green eyed monster is emerging.GAH.wtffffffff.argh. promos is approaching.and im not doing much about it.bio syl is seriously a KILLER.and math.silly mistakes here there.econs.pooh.dont talk about econs.totally inexperience to the subject. = barely passing.( and this is my most positive stand.)

$%#@ to life.

AAAHHHH.

2006-09-10T14:01:00.000+08:00

OMG.
i'm afraid of retaining too.
ITS OKAY CHERYL.
let's just work hard tgt YUPP.
((: take care loves!
WE CAN DO IT!
<3

2006-09-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

i hate my life.gah.promos and shit. what if i cant get promoted.urghh.oh well.im lucky to have the touchers in my life.love you guys

2006-08-08T20:47:00.000+08:00

heyy.thanks ji.haha.for the huge birthday msg. =) my birthday was better than i had expected.since with the unexpected start to it and all.i had 3 cakes; 2 from secret recipe, the other's an icecream cake.haha.yum.lemme me put e day in details.
- went school,got hugs and greetings from everyone. =D
- went for physio cos of my knee.
- touchers suprised me with a cake there.omgosh.haha.so sweet.it was oreo cheesecake.=D
- went back to school to meet up with weiqi,mabel,alvin,clarence,ronald.they're great.haha.seriously.=)
- went to marina's cafe cartel.
- before that alvin and mabel bought some durain puff and fruit tarts.i like fruit tarts.haha.yup.
- ronald and clarence suprised me with a cake.haha.yeah.the second cake. the chocolate covered banana cake.haha.my favourite.
- play different games just to finish half a cake.hilarious.
- went home.and got my third cake.HAHAHA.yeah.icecream.YUMMMMMMY
- love everyone to bits.those who wished me and celebrated it with me.thanks babes and guys.
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on another note.im in ocip.yup.ic of publicity and publications.haha.sounds fun.get to meet new people.=)

Happy birthday cheryl!

2006-08-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

CHERYL,

LOVES (:

you know i love you!
have a wonderful 17th birthday.
YOURE MISSED BADLY.

2006-08-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

its all a facade. nothing really matters anymore? yeah i know.my birthday's tmr.why the emo post.well i dunno.emotions come and go.cant really control when their coming.can only control if u wanna show it.and im too tired to hide it. relationships come and go.its just some that you cannot let go so easily than the rest. i think many might agree with me that thou last year we had o'lvls, it was the best year ever. this year just totally suck.this year, ive been thru many stuff.and i bet im gonna go thru more. WHAT IS THIS.crap shit.

went back to sac to help put up an exhibition on mr quah.im reminded of him.i just found out today that he joined the sac family on 2nd aug.and he left the world on 2nd aug.and i was the captain when he left us.and my bithday is 2nd aug. what a coincidence.

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whoever reads this.i'll be fine once i log off.

2006-07-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

giammy hasnt been updating.oh well.in the midst or my mids.or u can say torturous THREE weeks of exams.yes more time to study.but every other jc are rejoicing for the end of exams and getting their grades back,SA's still halfway thru.gosh.

today,i was watching some sgidol stuff on channel 5,and there was this sms comment box thingi at the bottom? people were like sms-ing i love you ******.will you marry me? / ******* will you my be bf/gf? / ******* and ***** 4eva worx. / i love ****** from *******..etc. WITH ABSOLUTELY NO CONNECTION TO ANY OF THE FINALISTS. i was astounded.i mean.shoot me for not having a bf.and im NOT emo or anything.but they proclaimin their love on national tv? and proposing..obviously the proposal is fake.but still..sigh.talk about pda.heh.

my bday's coming.haha.0208

2006-06-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

dear god,
i dont know why i do the things i did.
can you help me find out why?
help me find my way.
thanks.

love,
cheryl

2006-06-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

urgh.whats wrong with moodle?! its irritating.stupid system.my notes are all in there.well.not exactly MY notes.but they will soon be.gah. the tutorial ans are all there as well.urgh urgh urgh.i obtained 5 blisters or more during training yest.haha.cos was wearing hui's shoes.and i fumbled alot during training too.gah.haha.seems like an emo post.ah who cares.

adam lazzara is hot.

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update.
i realised that the confirmation emails of my password to moodle was diverted to junk mail.like dong.wtf.lol.so typical right.gahH

2006-06-06T12:20:00.000+08:00

im back from genting.haha.i have no idea who im reporting to since i dont think many read this blog(since the comment is forever 0.)ok giam im reporting to you.=D the guys there were quite a turnoff.zomg. curtain hair styles with bad colour job.imagine my pain.LOL.the trip was really nothing.boring actually.but i found courage to sit for at least one thriller ride at the theme park.go me! haha. went for the wedding.guess who i saw, ms chua, the dean of blah blah.formerly known to me as the vice principal of sac.haha.she recgonised my face.just not my name.my name is sooooooooooooo common.oh well.luckily i have a second name.anyway, giammy wont be blogging till she comes back from eh.czech? not sure.haha.hope u had more fun than me. i wanna know the details!!!haha. tc babe.

AAAHHHH.

2006-06-01T16:43:00.000+08:00

omg cheryl i havent been updating.
haha, I miss you so damn much larr!
i always say the same thing, i realise.
hows sajc? (: hope its fine! haha.
anyways 3 papers down already, left one more!
MATHS common test is after june hols.

TPJC choir concert was a blast (:
I think we did okay lar, though it wasn't
exactly fantastic but it was good (:
hopefully everyone else enjoyed it too.
lol, DOTS, olomouc next tuesday.
Time to brave the cold and sing again!
time to take the AEROPLANE again! ((:

Hehness, alright im going out already.
SEEYOU CHERYL, I LOVE YOU MILLIONS, HEH!

2006-05-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

sometimes you just want someone to be there for you.
sometimes you just want someone to like you for who you are.
sometimes you just want someone to proudly show you off to the world.
sometimes.

sometimes you dont need that person.
sometimes you do.

then how?

kinda in the emo mood now.its starting to grow onto me.but i did have fun today. was at ps with weiqi,mabel,clarence and vernon.great o'fun.haha.shopping.window shopping for me.i kinda realised my clothes aint really branded.not that im materialistic or anything.yeahh.just realised it. all in all,i had fun today.after quite a while.

its easy to be negative,but putting in effort to be positive makes everything worthwhile.sort of my motto of life? but...sometimes im just too lazy to put in effort.lol.im lazy laaaaaaa.oh well. positive cheryl.positive. giammy you gotta be positive too kay. <3s

2006-05-21T11:39:00.000+08:00

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watch. =)

2006-05-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

i suddenly miss sac alot.not the school literally mind you.the people.the friends.the morning clique.THE 8IGHT.4/8'05.SAC TENNIS TEAM 2005. ahhhhhhhhhhh sigh.now its sajc for me...and tpjc for giammy girl.

i'll always rmb the days when i'll go to school super duper early and find liane sleeping.haha.i'll wake her up.=P den soon the whole morning clique will gather around.gossip.do last min work and stuff.den in class,i'll hanging out with the 8ight.recess too.my my.THOSE days. and TENNIS!!!!my love. the trainings thou tough, taught me ALOT.alot.and Mr Quah...he will always be a legacy.camps...haha.the dreadful camps;bonded us.we struggled through thick and thin aye team?thou i'm not the best cap around,i certainly had fun leading you guys.thanks, SAC for the wonderful memories.

went for rugby finals against RJC yest.man...was it wonderful.we won.like finally after 17 years.you could feel the adrealine rush and the tense atmosphere.saints were so hungry for the title i say..and we got it.=)

touch camp tmr...haha.ciao.gotta pack. jillian take care!!!!rest well and all the best for your mye.

<3s to you.

AAHHH.

2006-05-16T14:31:00.000+08:00

haha. I skipped school today because i'm having a cold, sore throat, and a terrible headache. on top of that, i didn't go for seasports heats yesterday because my period came on saturday.

HOW FREAKING SUAAYY.

Meeting jeremy justin and hanrui for dinner later before going for vj's sov at the esplanade. I hope i don't sniff so much they throw me out. the esplanade's got a much more sophisticated reputation to hold up than to tolerate a sniffing child.

AAHH, WHATEVER.

it's either I'm too tired to think, or i've completely lost interest in everything that's happening around me.

LOVE YOU CHERYL.

2006-05-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

the magic of first love is the ignorance that it can never end.

so true.

2006-05-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

having mense cramps.it sucks.to the core.anyway,today went to celebrate mabel's bday.food's good.yum.good company.-nods-

problems sucks.im not having any.i dont want to.its too troublesome and tiring. my friend is thou.it stinks.cos it reminds me of mine.its so close.the way things worked out and stuff.sometimes i dont think i ever will stop thinking..just gotta cope.and move onnn.and on and on and on and on.haha.

had been sleeping very late this week.eyes puffy all.raH.and fugly eyebags.omgosh.haha.gotta sleep soon.taaas

Boooo.

2006-05-01T15:03:00.000+08:00

first of all, Happy labour day to whoever out there!

I must admit i don't really know the significance of labour day at all. maybe it's to reward every working person for contributing to society or somewhat. :| Anyhoo, yeahh man! cheryl you missed out on TPJCRUNWAY. it was pretty good :D

Anyways, take care of your leg okays, and i miss you so much larr. haha, jehanne told me you came back the other day. I was having practice, no faaaate. Lol, hopefully we'll meet up soon alrights.

LOVEYOUTRUCKLOADS(:

2006-04-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

today, i did i good deed.

lol.alright u guys didnt need to know that.been drained of my energy these past few days.draggin my feet here and there.limping actually.kinda pulled my muscle.or strained it.im not sure.cant differentiate the pain-ness.lol.its just painful.BUT BUT, i can walk.so its alright everybody. =D have training tmr.so cant go for the tpjc runway.raH.alphonso that group are going.and i'll be training in the muddy field.i think.raHHHH.oh well.that's life.cant have everything you want. stinks sometimes.BUT,its life.gotta live it.

its the simple things in life that we forget.

signing off.
love ya ji babe.

I'M BACK.

2006-04-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

I miss you cheryl! (: Anyway, heres one nice song.

I wanna tell you what I’m feeling
But I don’t know how to start
I wanna tell you
But now I’m afraid that you might break my heart
Oh, why should anything so easy
Ever be so hard to do
I wanna tell you what I’m feeling
And to say that I love you
- M2M, tell you that i love you

2006-04-19T18:29:00.000+08:00

oh man oh man oh man.such an empty day.didnt feel like doing anything.seriously.first thing it e morning, my pi got rejected.like wtf.gotta redo.AIYA.i just dont feel great today.rah.DOUBLE RAH.sucky sucky day. SUCKYYYYYYYYYYY!

hi giammy.dont mind my ranting.=)

SUCKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

OOOOO.

2006-04-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

Cheryl tpjc's just so different without you! haha, I think i've said that before havent i. Anyways my typing's abit retarded because I have a plaster on my index finger on my left hand, all because I poked myself with a needle during physics practical today. haha, please don't ask me to elaborate. today has been a depressing day. even my work is against me.

LOL.

anyways, yaaaa! I haven't exactly been updating my own blog itself so it's been stagnant since 22nd march. thats because there really isn't anything going on in my life at all. Haha, anyhoo, hope to see you soon my love, cheryl! (:

2006-03-31T22:00:00.000+08:00

hey jillo.dont kill this blog ya.heh.sajc's alright.gotta get used to the study life there.oh well.have fun in tpjc ji.i know u somehow will find a way to.=) cheerios

2006-03-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

hey giam!you better tc your throat and go for your choir trip.=) im fine btw.school's taxing on e sleep but relatively alright.=) yup.

RAAAH, IM SICK.

2006-03-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

good evening, every one! (:
i miss cheryl sooooo much.
tpjc's different w/o ryl!
and i've fallen sick again.
i know, its tragic laaaa.
i thought i got better alr.
but then i fell sicker, even.
CRIES.
i miss you ryl.
i think its withdrawal symptoms.
from not seeing you ard anymore.

2006-03-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

hey giammy.yeah.im kinda missing tpjc now.its like i'd already adjusted to that environment.and now i'm moving away from it.rah.the people i met there..the group i slack with.alphonso,leesi,missy,michelle,geraldine,sandra,hana,cheryl,rachel.and my class.yup.too many to name.and tennis peiling!yup.and the other group i slack with too.when e first group didnt go school.deborah,shankri,ras,branson,blah blah.i cant spell.sorry babes.gonna definitely miss the sac clique.JILLIAN and YILIN.and carissa,iris,tabitha,loke,lucinda. [caps ur name giammy] .yeah.gotta meet up and all.after everyone has settled down.and starts studying.heh.go town.yup.sure i'll rmb you babe.i'm only a phonecall away to any of ur problems ya.i'll help you within my limits.yup.

oh sigh.gonna miss the whole lot.<3 to all.

Awwww.

2006-03-05T17:14:00.000+08:00

cheryls gonna be leaving me for sajc.
im gonna miss you gazillions, ryl! ):
you must promise to come back & visit.
and we still must keep in touch okay.
tpjc was great with you ard definitely!
and im going to miss all of tt laaaa.
you were one of those tt kept me going,
during the grueling first three months.
all the best in whatever you choose to do!
and remember i'll always be here for you!
<3 you loads cheryl, and remember me!

2006-02-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

heya danielle!eh.haha.sajc.yup.would definitely like to go there.but not sure.so yeah.tpjc to sajc.big jump??lol.rightt.

i know who <3's giammy.haha.actually not exactly.=) ME duh.

i miss mr quah.raH

Heh.

2006-02-27T19:35:00.000+08:00

I <3 myself! (:

2006-02-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

ji...update! anw.i've changed and revived my other blog.yup.its green!=)

life's been low so far.sigh.think im moodswinging.bummer.or maybe its split personality...

NAH.i'll go with moodswinging.SP's too scary.lol.

2006-02-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

Baby, I know the story I've seen the picture It's written all over your face Tell me, what's the secret That you've been hiding Who's gonna take my place I should've seen it coming I should have read the signs Anyway...I guess it's over Can't believe that I'm the fool again I thought this love would never end How was I to know You never told me Can't believe that I'm the fool again And I who thought you were my friend How was I to know You never told me Baby, you should've called me When you were lonely When you needed me to be there Sadly, you never gave me two many chances To show how much I care I should've seen it coming I should have read the signs Anyway...I guess it's over Can't believe that I'm the fool again I thought this love would never end How was I to know You never told me Can't believe that I'm the fool again And I who thought you were my friend How was I to know You never told me About the pain and the tears Oh, Oh, Oh If I could, I would Turn back the time I should've seen it coming I should have read the signs Anyway...I guess it's over Can't believe that I'm the fool again I thought this love would never end How was I to know You never told me Can't believe that I'm the fool again And I who thought you were my friend How was I to know You never told me

Results.

2006-02-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hey cheryl, congratulations! (: Hope you go to sajc. Hahas, take care while I stay in tpjc. Come back in visit too, allrights. I'll miss youu.

2006-02-11T11:05:00.000+08:00

results back.
kinda feeling relieved.
not really excited now thou.thinking of going to sajc.
talked to him yest.the past...do we really have to let go off them?
sigh.i dont know.i'm even more confused than you.

ich liebe dich.

2006-02-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

sigh.tired now.about everything.draggin my feet around.tennis training.classes.RAH.o level results are comin out somewhere next week.getting paranoid now.been a bad week.althou its cny,didnt collect much anw.didnt do much visiting.bad week or not...i guess we gotta live our life.its hard.sigh.where's e sun?

i'll be waiting till the day comes when u say u love me.again.

Wheeeeeeee.

2006-01-22T11:43:00.000+08:00

CHERYL LIKES TO TALK IN AMBIGUITY!
(but I understand. XD )

2006-01-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

uniforms.

laugh please.LOL

Wheeee.

2006-01-18T18:35:00.000+08:00

Cheryl's at tennis. While I'm not. (: Don't ask me why.

Anyhoo, I'm in S25 now! Anyhoos, we had PE today, and duuuuuuuude, Cheryl must be so proud of me because I managed to complete my run! XD

Allright. I'm sleepy. and I haven't done my GP homework. Heh, byebye.

jc

2006-01-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

very tired.super tired.freakin tired.bleeding tired.
rah.printin e bio notes now.
sigh.there's only one thing that is keepin me going.christian! ich liebe dich.
=)
and they say its gonna get tougher..

cg's!

2006-01-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

THE SAC CLAN IN TPJC! (:

Alrights. there's only a few updates actually. The days have been uber tiring, though. Lectures have officially started. sighs. Hahas, anyways, cheryl and I are in tennis. And errr.. yilin.. errr. Haha, i'm not supposed to say!

Anyways! we're in different civics groups, but we'll still hang out together definitely (:

alrights. I'm darn tired and sleepy. will be back soon I hope! ((((: LOVE ALL!

2006-01-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

_____be our madness.

tpjc orientation was alright.was bored throughout.till e last night.decided to be crazy.haha.u can guess.whole day didnt eat breakfast lunch or dinner.only macs supper.lol.OH oh.DAN AND SAM came to crash.lol.funny sia.was like screamin in a circle.oh well.i miss e holis.

school RAH

2006-01-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

happy new year to all. haha. im definitely not wishin to go back to sac.not worrying about making friends and all.just want to stop time and reverse it.OR to persuade e government to extend e bleeding holidays.esp for us o'lvl pple.SO LITTLE TIME TO SPEND HAVIN FUN.arg.

oh well.new years eve is when u spend time with people you would wish to sepnd time with for e rest of e year.(took frm nik's blog) think its identical.not sure.oh well.its sure true.=)))))))haha.

im so not lookin forward to tmr.well cya ji at 7.15am.bleeding early.

school's starting!

2006-01-02T14:37:00.000+08:00

school's starting tmr!

to be frank, I'm not very excited about it.
(: I kinda would rather stay home.
the fun just started and school just has to interfere.
baaarh, time to make new friends and all.
I'm wishing the most ironic wish of all.
I wish I was back in sac, so I dont hafta worry 'bout friends!
rahnesss, I can't believe school's starting.

this is tremendous torture, dont you see?

all right, maybe its not so bad afterall. (:
maybe I'll make loads and loads of friends!
in any case, I still have cheryl here to keep me company.
I think, haha, even though we're in different groups.

find me someone in tpjc og 34 please!
I need some friends before I go in.
or I'll tremble and die on the spot.
haha, no I'm not a hypochondriac.

see you in school tmr! (:

snake babies

2005-12-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

lol.sure thing.lu can join.then it'll be threesome! lol.i dont wanna threesome with lu.kiddin.=)
school's starting.sigh.gonna miss e holis man..terribly.haha.oh ya.MERRY CHRISTMAS to yall.its not late.there's 12 days of christmas.huR.alright taas.

G'day!

2005-12-20T12:34:00.000+08:00

Good morning fellas! I'm thinking of changing the url if lucinda joins us. (: haha, what do you think, cheryl?

This will be like, snake babies of tpjc community or something. Preferably SACians. (:

Haha, alright. What crap. LOVE! XD

=))

2005-12-18T19:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD.eh.the faceless one that is.as ji said,we were bored.and maybe we could keep this blog going till school reopens.haha.suprise suprise i got into tpjc.haha.oh well.arbileo is our horoscope! haha.yilin's gonna be in e same classes as me.oh wait no.she dont take bio.oh well.we'l see.holi's ending...christmas is coming.and someone is coming back too!yay.haha.=)tatas

Start some drama.

2005-12-18T18:38:00.000+08:00

Hello all! (: The blog's up.

Cheryl and I were pretty much bored kids when we decided to get this blog going. Hee. (: It all started one Saturday night.. Ok, I'll spare you the details.

See you in school on the 3rd, Cheryl! Unless you wanna come to school at 730 with me as well I don't mind. x))

CHER&JILL! (:

I'M HEREEEEE!

second august 2007

LONG TIME NO SEE (:

BOOOO :D

Rahness.

Happy Total Defence!

HEYHO.

1st Jan 2007

I love you too, CHERYL!

the past

MY UPDATE (:

2006-11-20T19:17:00.000+08:00 it's never easy leaving someone you love.

WHEEEEEEEEEE.

AAAHHHH.

Happy birthday cheryl!

AAAHHHH.

AAHHH.

Boooo.

I'M BACK.

OOOOO.

RAAAH, IM SICK.

Awwww.

Heh.

Results.

Wheeeeeeee.

Wheeee.

jc

cg's!

school RAH

school's starting!

snake babies

G'day!

=))

Start some drama.

2006-11-20T19:17:00.000+08:00
it's never easy leaving someone you love.